Post dedicated to my beloved Anita :p

Congrats on ur graduation (although it's fake! lol)
I will miss you heaps after you leave
We won't be able to gossip (more like bitching hehe) like before anymore.
I hope we won't drift apart as much as some of the others
but what can we expect, different location, different friends, different life
I just hope you will have a great life, achieve whatever you want and
MOST IMPORTANLY I know you will find your Mr Right (the tall, handsome, witty, smart and rich prince charming hehe)
Wish you all the bestest of the best...
*muahhh*

side note:
everyone is going overseas for work or study, what am I gonna do?
I'm stuck in Sydney still unsure of my path... *sighs*

40T or 70T...?

To I 先生:

我今天見到的是你嗎?

From V 小姐

自由行

我曾經想過離開,離開有你的地方
但是實在有太多東西放不低
最後只好選擇不聞不問
而且不告而別是你的專利,不是嗎?
但為什麼你的消息總是要一再地傳到我耳邊?
下星期我再一次去放假...


避了你至少 幾千百公里 　
原來為了讓你不要再度被提起 　
遇不到他 怎夠狠 放得開你?
傷心就旅行 盼會遇上安份 在地球盡處共我擁吻 　
最怕世上遊遍 發覺沒有此人 親手破滅最後那天真 　
當作四出消遣散心 預備六十六歲初吻
要是我抱著那漂泊的心 路途上任誰亦覺不合襯 　
難道我走上露台賞燈 未察覺原來樓下有人...

如果放病假會復原 假已放得這麼多 　
大概也夠鐘 想想到底我 　
沿途扮夠任性需要坐定下來麼?
今天決定回去 痛快地坐一陣
最愛縱使真的要等 靜靜坐著亦會走近

catching up...

Catching up on college work, finally up to date.
Let's work ahead this time instead of constant procrastination.
Hopefully I can have a stress/care free 10 days bonus holiday ^^

半醉人間

她失戀會到處飲酒 期盼抹去的哀愁卻更加的愁
一噸噸眼淚來陪酒 而妳愛上的男友哪個是長久
即係昏醉大慨不想安睡 回去不回去同樣掃不走空虛
血紅瑪莉戀愛過　氣味都不芬芳
長島內苦澀太多　然後強裝甜蜜快樂
到夜半人間裡看 你共我醉後看誰都風光
不要問太多 你要喝的一口氣便乾
他開心最愛喝清酒 和摯友抱擁交頭說理想追求
靜靜地醉臥在門口 陪他作戰的朋友各有各溜走
一生一世亦怕一天消逝 誰跌倒仍會扶著你支撐身體
我們以為深愛過　氣味都不芬芳
長島內苦澀太多　然後強裝甜蜜快樂
到夜半人間裡看 你共我醉後看誰都風光
不要問太多 你要喝的請你繼續乾
將眼淚抹乾發覺這杯清水更耐看
suddenly heard this old song... memories.
do u still drink a lot now?

it's about time

finally in the process of recovering
can't remember when was the last time i was this sick
fever, dizziness, sore throat, cough, chest pain, headache
u name it, i have it...
lied in bed and slept for 20hrs a day but still tired
more sleep for me now...
i need energy
how come you are always there when i'm sick? why you!???!???!???

history repeats itself

who would have guessed that you out of all people would follow in my footsteps
i really wanted to warn you about the possible consequences
i really don't want you to have to repeat what i have went through
but what position am i in to give you a warning?
if someone had given me advice at that time, i think i would still do the same
i guess we all need to learn things the hard way
so... i can only hope that the result you get will be different to mine
i really hope you won't regreat it in the future
best wishes and remember to enjoy the moment *wink*

*sniff**sniff**cough**cough*

i think i'm sick.

真的要到火星麼?

蒞臨朋友聚會 欣賞到恩愛示範
你有人陪 我卻沒有份 一片平淡
好心問我 找不到男朋友 怎麼可習慣?
尷尬地說 寧願將工作一天排到晚

謝謝關心 知我 永沒有驚喜
自問不怎麼醜 孤獨無道理
最怕我父母 追問我婚期
循例作答 沒有機

朋友太多 為甚麼失戀要附和或要哭
總是預我 我夠姊妺
最後你倆言和 為何還談論復康經過
我喜歡我 惋惜有用麼 傷心有用麼
便能得救麼 找遍全球不果
就在火星觀察 看誰容訥我 我便會拍拖...

朋友太多 為甚麼失戀要附和或要哭
一定預我 我最得體 我認
至會難明 全球男孩為什麼閃過
看清楚我 真的怪異麼 不算可愛麼?
走到火星談情 愛我的一位會過來陪伴我
讓我知 上帝原來庇佑我...

祝我生日快樂

my b'day is nearly passed...

a song which i heard at K on my b'day gathering...
<<祝我生日快樂>>
我知道傷心不能改變什麼　那麼讓我誠實一點
誠實難免有不能控制的宣洩　只要關上了門不必理誰
一個人坐在空盪包廂裡面　手機讓它休息一夜
難像切歌切掉回憶的畫面　眼淚不能流過十二點
生日快樂　我對自己說　蠟燭點了　寂寞亮了
生日快樂　淚也融了　我要謝謝你給的你拿走的一切
還愛你　帶一點恨　還要時間　才能平衡
熱戀傷痕　幻滅重生　祝我生日　生日快樂

23 lu... already old... should be more mature n wiser
yes, i will be good to myself
這都好,自小想拿到的全得到
如今我求不到才知道...
我命運裡雖則當你是寶
天涯上有更多的好情人仍然未抱!

happy times

speechless

i guess i knew it all along
but to see the truth right in front of my eyes is another thing
so hard to accept
why are people like this?
i thought it really is a happy event
maybe we should just skip it next time

ex-lover

舊情人
打電話給舊情人的這個舉動
就好像是借錢給朋友一樣
最好是做好被忘記的準備

that's why i never contact you
i don't want to find out i have been erased from your memory
and i never ever want you to know that i miss u

thank u

thank u for ur dedication

To: 我最可愛的童年好友
人很好, 求不到　
若找不到對象,好處怎麼數?
大家於派對內,得(你)不跳舞.
不為何,全部都因(你)心眼小,想法多
如沒法像最愛的那個,寧願白白讓對象遊蕩過
不為何,其實都因(你)給某位感動過
仍自覺被困上個,仍沒法輕言下個
失戀得不夠多,相愛也就不多
不會勇於將錯就錯,仍然還未放下來是(你)

u know i always say i'm moving on
that i'm fine i'm not thinking about it anymore
but it's just not that easy
i don't know why but it just isn't
maybe this year will be better... maybe

你的樣子我很難忘記 我努力讓自己清除記憶
感覺我們有一些些默契 我不曾懷疑　
才明白 原來你在我心裡面龐大到無法想像
潛意識裡愛你 已不在意想念的距離
我在這裡沒人敢靠近 你就是我世界的中心
愛來愛走　傻傻地愛你　還是選擇了自由
誰錯　我現在不想說　反正沒有結果
向左向右　你善變的心永遠永遠猜不透
繞啊繞的還是找不到出口 被下咒語的迷宮
我站在天堂的入口　你突然就放手
我聽說這條路難走　不能回頭
我跟著留下的線索　小心不再犯錯
被困在無解的角落　
到底
還要　
多久...