the moment of drifting

no future, no past, no problems
just the moment
i think i finally understand why u like it

life is like a movie
we missed each other
again.

<<我們的遺憾來自於相愛時間的錯過>>

『你很狡滑。』
『你做出種種的舉止讓我以為你喜歡我，等我會錯意表錯情的時候，你卻又一臉無辜的說不是的怎麼妳誤會什麼了嗎。』
『如果你一開始就沒打算喜歡我，那麼你實在不應該這樣誤導我。』
-((妹妹))

(昨)年今日

我很想愛他 但是眼睛在說謊
隱瞞比較容易吧 免得感情變的複雜
我很想愛他 但是理智在吵架
退出可以解圍嗎?
誰能給我一個好回答

愛情 是模糊的
如果 再捨不得
這樣下去 我們每個人都是受害者


我選擇了...

Rainbow Bridge

just realised that i tend to get upset more easily these days
where did my tough self go?

came across this story randomly... is it suppose to be a sad story or happy story? my heart ached... seriously...
i hope my baby won't be crossing the bridge soon.

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm & comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance.
His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

從前 ......
有一座橋連接天與地,叫做「彩虹橋」,因為它有著繽紛的色彩,橋的這一端, 是綿延的草原, 山兵與河谷, 一片綠草如茵。每當深愛的寵物死後, 牠就會去那個地方。那裡永遠都有食物, 水和溫暖的春天。老而贏弱的動物再度年輕。 殘廢的再度健全。整日一起玩耍。牠們只缺少一樣東西。少了在地上愛牠們的那個特別的人。
所以, 牠們每天玩、每天奔跑,直到有一天，其中一隻突然停止玩耍,抬頭看！鼻子掀動！耳朵豎直！眼睛睜大！ 突然從動物群中跑開！
牠看見了你！
當你和你特別的朋友再相遇,你將牠抱在懷中,你的臉被親了又親；你再一次凝視信賴你的那對眼睛。
然後你們就可以一起走過彩虹橋永不再分離。

──艾倫‧諾瓦克(Alan Novak)

^______^

went to craft show today
saw so many amazing hand-made jewelleries and crafts
can't wait till the beads show in Oct!

so... people have been asking what have i been doing these days...
this~ is what i'm doing hehe...


makes me happy ^________________^

<<張開眼睛>>

未見得一切都要公平 成敗也總要問究竟
亦未見得得失影響心情 難道你天生很好勝

全部靠即興只會不得要領 凡事要心中決定
行捷徑心領其路更要冷靜 沒有輸 怎會勝 用努力來往上調整

以後前途反覆要鎮定 以後迷途不需找算命
以後沿途危難總要企定 學會張一張開一雙眼睛

未見得光陰一退需要停 無用去一再望背影
人沒有一生揮不去慘情 自會好心好報應
人沒有天生高一班的生命 自會好心得到好報應

for my friends...

a chapter closed.

08.06.06
last day of my university education
i am not happy but not unhappy
actually i am kind of indifferent
i guess i have always viewed it as a stage in life
maybe i'll get more emotional when graduation comes ;P

my highlight of this session will definitely be working in KLC
it is from there that i developed interest in legal work
it is from there that i actually appreciate what i have learnt from law school
maybe i do belong in this profession
maybe i don't hate law after all
but who knows... i'm so sporadic hehe
but yeh... KLC did influence me a lot

it's cold n it's raining...

people who know me know that i dislike winter
the cold and rainy weather
i become miserable and moody

listening to this in the car on repeat for the 1hr traffic jam made me think
thinking back to the time when we would chat for hours
at the side walk of that cafe

你坐在我身邊 可是表情很不自然
聊的話很平凡 卻很悲傷
你說你不相信 活著就是為了夢想
甚至你 更懷疑 什麼是地久天長
咖啡麻醉不了孤單 只會讓心更燙
喔~ 都一樣 所謂夢想 終究飄飄蕩蕩
在迷亂的流浪 尋找一個幻想
突然很渴望在我身上 找到你要的靠岸
咖啡麻醉不了孤單 只會讓夜更長
我 也一樣 飄飄蕩蕩 眼神交換迷惘
在冷漠的流浪 找一個避風港
突然很渴望在你身上 也找到我要的靠岸

so how are you now?
are you happy with life?
have you found what you want?
do you still feel lost?
i hope you are happy
i really do.

耐人尋味

夢...
如果太random
是無解的吧?