"Boomerang Ex"

Boomerang Ex... the ones u throw away but comes back to haunt u over n over again.
Only heard of this term today...
Sounds so much like what Carrie would write about in Sex n the City
Does everyone have a boomerang ex? um...

今天竟碰到你 仍然帥氣自信的你
向你說 "你好嘛" 逃避共你眼望眼
可否跟你說句笑話 即使反應太假
為何講笑也心虛? 重逢散失的愛侶
猶豫怯慌的眼裡 偷望從前密友大了幾歲
原來一世也心虛　仍然掛心的証據
如何再遮掩過去　討論連埸大雨今天也未退
即使裝作好友難忘上次被你傷透
不過 柔情蜜意都總會有...
其實你的眼神也心虛還內疚捨下誰狠心的告吹
假若仍懷念我 可否愛下去?

When the boomerang is broken, it won't come back again
The question is --> do u want to break it?

time flies (24012004)

i wonder how many entries i have titled "time flies"
so cliche yet so true
this time there is a code 24012004
it's been another 2yrs 4mths exactly
how many yrs are accumulated now?
is it 8 or 9? i think i am losing track...

J.A.W.S

medley of my all time favourites from J.A.W.S...
緋聞男友他不准我哭思覺失調斷尾好好戀愛...

仍好嗎　重會每天失眠到　天光嗎?
曾是日夜期待你 施捨一點同情 這算是固執 做夢或太熱情?
問太多根本不會講, 束縛不來
亦因愛你令你不安　才離開不再講...
誰人讓我悲　誰人讓我喜 誰人讓我死心不息　奄奄一息
不服氣所以　重重病症久久都不斷尾...

到處亦有人撞過　我在和你交往
很多緋聞可惜和你意願略有偏差
傳聞在說你正跟我　秘密拍拖
要是你心可以容納我　何必一波幾折還沒結果
當有人說你　極其襯我　在那一刻先最難過...

在世上 沒有多少東西會盡如人意 多數像諷刺
誰說　再重的愛亦較門外雪更輕?
淚水假使淹蓋了眼睛　哪位可處理?
逐年成長 必經苦戀故事 我愛你 你扮作不知
舊訊息應該刪走 再沒留憑證 我共你去到最遠 也只是友情
如現實是場玩笑 一早清楚內情 過去是勇敢 或是未肯適應?

完了吧 如無意外 重今開始該好好戀愛
放下從前一段感情 才能追求將來 你就似沒存在
願明天能不再為你痴纏 明白改不變你亦離開很遠 　
告別從前總是不易 然而假如只得我在 也不願盲目留在這愛海
如果哀傷都也可伴隨眼淚點點滴去
我抱著頭肆意失聲痛哭　難道有罪 ?

我與你 就算始終不能相愛 這一種情份 可一也都可再
若然你　如果有日說婚期 我這生福氣　也用來祝福你
完了吧 仍能撐起來 心知肚明他想我好　堅忍卓絕可鍛煉到
慶幸也與你逛過 那一段旅程
如日後被別個拋棄亦不痛 ...

life...

to settle or to explore?
to stay or to go?
life is unpredictable and full of choices
there are opportunities for success
also possibilities of failure
there is simply too many ifs and maybes
how i hate uncertainties...

the love of torturing oneself...

>>so sick<<
...for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

...I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs...

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about [his] smile
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

the love of torturing oneself...
it's everywhere.

ha.ha.

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed