還未放鬆...

今天起睡得夠最重要
以後幸福亦未必敢笑

期待你也至少勸我別勞累...

# 4

# 1 ex-ed
# 2 taken
# 3 being targeted already
# 4...? where...

你在那裡?

想講你知
生活不寫意...

任我想...我最多想一覺睡去...

我想哭 你可不可以暫時別要睡
陪著我讓我可以不靠安眠藥進睡

我的天 你可不可以暫時讓我睡
尚有多少工作失眠亦有罪...

i wish u...

when u get older, all u want is a simple life...
in here, i wish u...
a simple life with no complications, no big troubling decisions to make, no forked roads to choose from, just follow your heart.
i wish u
a simple and happy life...
xoxomyadhtribyppah

Liar(s)

When I grow older, I realise I don't mind being lied to
I realised that when people lie to you, they actually care about you and your feelings.
If they do not care less, they can just tell you the truth or make no comment or response.
When they can be bothered to lie, they care.
But then, if you must lie, please please please lie with your brains.
There is nothing worse than lying to someone when they KNOW you are lying.
If you can be bothered to lie (which I must say is a pretty tedious task coz you need to cover up for lies with other lies)...
anyways, if you can be bothered to lie, please make the extra effort of making the lie at least believable.
I don't mind you lie to me as long as I don't know or it's not blatantly obvious that you are lying.
If I know you are lying when you talk to me, I don't know if I should be glad that you actually bothered to lie or to be angry that you lied or even worse, to feel that you are so stupid that you can't even lie properly.
oh wells... enough gibberish for today... hehe
bottom line is: I don't mind being lied to as long as it's a good lie.

Different stages

慢慢失憶 所有和你的事情必須忘記
愛的盆地　深怕在一滴眼淚就會決堤
慢慢心痛　沒有人發現我和從前不同
你的眼中看得見另一個人給的感動
我也不要你心疼我　在這個時候對我比從前溫柔
可不可以　不作你朋友
應該放晴的天氣還下雨 我難過但是說不出口
可不可以就放手　可不可以不作你的朋友 ~<<不作你的朋友>>
想念變成懷念　心動變成心碎
偏偏還會關切　你最後屬於誰
我的天空今天有點灰　我的心是個落葉的季節
我不知道如何度過今夜　 所有的燈　早已經全都熄滅
如果你從沒出現　我會不會　覺得快樂一些 ~<<天灰>>
謝謝你教會我愛需要兩顆心　謝謝你示範了什麼人該放棄
謝謝你提醒我痛會喚醒勇氣　謝謝你曾讓我這樣的愛過你
只要睜開眼睛就有好風景　再不用苦苦等你偶爾的好心情
這種簡單的快樂比玫瑰美麗　我相信傷心會慢慢痊癒
~<<謝謝你讓我愛過你>>
都曾努力別全否定　他並不是不愛你是更愛隨興
好人有好抱　你會有浪漫又可靠的擁抱
你會被羨慕的抱抱 幸福會抱著你吵鬧微笑 ~<<好人有好抱>>
Why am I forever fluctuating between these stages...

可能我真的是被虐狂...

越來越覺得我真的是一個被虐狂
越讓我受傷越讓我痛的
我越要反複的細看
反複的思索
每一個你有可能的意思...

擁抱...就是不須理由

喜歡
擁抱
沒有理由的喜歡-
沒有理由的擁抱...

it's seriously R rated

that's it... i've decided... no backpacking around europe.
never ever.
hostel has seriously left me disturbed >__<
not like it's the scariest movie ever but the possibility of it happening in real life is sooo high... now that's what make it disturbing.
someone asked me why i love to watch horror movie when i would be so disturbed afterwards... i can't answer...
maybe it's coz i love to be disturbed!?
hehe who knows... i just love it...
the next horror flick is gonna be when stranger calls or sth like that
now that's really gonna leave me paranoid about going home to a big-ish house. :P

愛上橘子...

如果有人問起你 這輩子曾被幾個人愛過 別忘記算我一份
兩杯熱咖啡，心情是等待，只是，我等的人，不會來。
如果還有機會的話，我真想親口對你說聲對不起，對不起，我沒能好好愛你，可我就是愛你，還愛你，對不起，真的，我愛你。
無限的可能性在我的腦海裡打轉，但結果我什麼也沒說。
最後我坐回寫字檯前，埋頭開始寫作。
一滴眼淚都沒有掉下來，雖然心悲傷。

<<愛無能>>

花心是種愛無能，痴心是種愛無能，

對舊情人念念不忘是種愛無能，

容忍情人一再犯錯是種愛無能，

愛一個人卻又遲遲不肯表白是種愛無能，

愛一個人愛到連自己也放棄還是種愛無能

愛　　無　　能　　……

凡事也要小心,沒趣得很,請不要再迫我做大人
年月卻太很狠心,催促上課,學會獨行
可見將來日子總會有順逆流　
前去在人群內會磨鍊到夠　
幾千噸責任,雙手在震...
人大了我應當一早慣了沒有護航
偏偏很幼稚,一有壞狀況,
就會想歸去父母親的堡壘,不管麻煩事幹...