warning: long rant ahead

last day of summer... uni starts
stressed mentally and physically
don't know what's happening, not like there's heaps of things to do
maybe it's the effect of day to day outings for the past 2 wks
maybe it's the sudden realisation of the need for a goal in life
or rather... i need to move on, get a grip with what i really want to achieve
i think i have kind of purposely put "growing up" at the back of my mind
i have push aside reality for far too long now
been doing crazy stupid things... hanging out, going out late, sulking over trivial little matters
i guess it's really time to think about my future (which is not very far off since i'm finishing my degree in like... um... 4 mths!?)
woo... there goes my uni life... 4 and a bit yrs of mucking around
ai... getting old... forced to face reality... the real world.