what are you thinking...

you still like your ex
in fact
you are crazy about him
maybe even to the point of obssession
somehow out of the blue you are offered a chance
a chance to be back with him
together forever that is
but you hesitated
though knowing that "together forever" is probably not true
you still hesitated
you just cannot picture you and him spending the rest of your lives together
you can't even picture the two of you spending a long time together
you have doubts
you are not willing to take up the chance
why is that so?
didn't you say you love him?
well
maybe you don't like him all that much after all
maybe it's just the fact that he's so unavailable makes him all the more appealing
maybe he's just one of your unfulfilled dreams
so you should really let it go
you don't want to be with him anyway so why hold on?