三角兩面

未說我出心中故事, 誰料到你我她也在夢兒
若說出情話不致, 無奈歎怕離別
原諒我不願來道別, 原諒我不願明示
原諒愛的心不知怎示意
我願待過些時...
三角中一邊痛悲, 太壞有一邊逃避
得有一边懂时机, 放下爱同情妒忌
失去想找到轉機, 我認我有點回避
三角將一邊提起, 最後又兩面結尾...

醒覺

not the right type after all...
so many complications.
so long my 'friend'.

心動

無心的碰上了
凝望 心會軟化
進退躊躕感情理性之間
選擇了懦弱地逃避不接近
因為
只會
不登對

.好.

我的好,算不上好...
在你心目中我未夠好
所以...

life update ^^

back to uni... 2 days a week, not bad
but after 11 weeks, i don't feel like uni anymore hehe
yehyeh i'm lazy.
was gonna be productive n upgrade myself by learning jap
but then who would have known they don't have enough students to start the class!! argh >__<
there goes my plan...
oh well... been out and about as usual
tian's 22nd on sat, went to Bilson's for dinner then K Square

part of what we consumed...yup a drunken night that was for certaing "T"s LOL
*i swear i'm getting old... it's taking longer n longer to recover from excessive partying ><

下一次微笑

我已經漸漸習慣 忙碌把生活填滿 對感情順其自然
只是我還不明白 失去你的天空 為何看來不那麼蔚藍
眼睛濕濕的 沒說出的愛 只為了不讓你負荷
這一刻突然之間才知道 你在我心裡究竟多重要

曾經以為總會找到 說服自己的答案
情緒卻在風浪平息後 被一通電話打翻

上一次微笑之後 世界遺漏了什麼
難過的事總有好多 頭頂的天空總是灰濛濛
流淚的時候 卻忘了為什麼
我好想忘掉 為何煩惱 對著天空大聲的叫
下次微笑 你會看到 我真心上揚的嘴角
下次微笑 我會驕傲 放晴的感覺多麼好
不放棄總會等得到 我那熬過風暴 真的微笑

spring break 2005

finally uploaded some pics hehe
Japan 2005... ^^

<<曖昧>> + <<好想你>>

曖昧讓人受盡委屈, 找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進? 何時該放棄? 連擁抱都沒有勇氣...
只能陪你到這裡, 畢竟有些事不可以.
超過了友情, 還不到愛情
遠方就要下雨的風景, 到底該不該哭泣?
想太多, 是我還是你?
我很不服氣, 也開始懷疑眼前的人, 是不是同一個真實的你?
曖昧讓人變得貪心, 直到等待失去意義　
無奈我和你寫不出結局
放遺憾的美麗, 停在這裡...

還沒忘了你, 這麼多天沒見
可是我總想起你的聲音在我耳邊
今天心情好嗎? 是否不愉快?
要一切都看得開, 世界沒有太壞
雖然不在你身邊, 我的心有一條線...
戀著你,牽著你,好想你...
想到願意相信, 我就閉上了眼睛, 你在這裡...
別忘記我們的約定, 一直都在我心裡
不要忘了吃飯, 不管有多忙
不要忘了開車時候一定要往前看
我願意, 等著你, 好想你, 想到不能呼吸.
想到沒什麼力氣, 沒有關係.
我一直在這裡
別忘了我有多麼愛你.

還是忘了好... 忘了好
快了, 快了...

reverting back to my old self...

hey there
just can't resist to write something for you.
how are you?
alone in front of the computer doing some assignment
or
with her helping u in the background
or
just playing random games as usual...?
so wanted to talk to u but i'll resist this temptation
it won't do me any good
i know.
sleep tight and take good care of urself
don't make me worry.

revelation

just came back from my shop spree in japan hehe
didn't buy a lot coz they r starting their winter season
all those fur jumpers make me feel hot LOL
saw a lot of things in this trip
well, not a lot but gained some insight to things i didn't know or wouldn't believe before
maybe my view is still too naive
i'll get over it.

back to sydney now, so hot... but i like it, beach time soon
still 1 more wk of holidays hehe
but so tired...
physically n mentally.