warning: fragmented post

first rejection ever
somehow i'm not depressed like the others
is it becoz i know it's gonna happen or i don't really care much about a job offer
meh... i'm such a bum...
moon festival last nite
spent it quietly at home without any boil wax gathering this year
to tell the truth, i never really liked moon festival
too many memories i guess
those ancient memories in that backyard
it's so so long ago
kinda sweet though i must admit
well it's history
somehow when u really want to forget u can't
but when u least expects it, memories fade
someone told me u would never forget special occassions
but i did. well not the whole incident, i remember vaguely what happened
but can't remember the year it happened. is it 7 or 8 or 9 yrs ago
cannot remember
maybe i'm bad at remembering this kind of things
maybe it's my subconscious erasing that part of my memory
or maybe it was never that important after all