k therapy

songs that i listen to so much at that time...
today, i think it's just a little bit of... um... dunno how to describe, not sadness, not relief, but just feel that a little gloomy. (right i'm gloomy bear lor as u said @_@)
明目張膽 - 待你好只不過是幫我, 成為我愛演的一個我, 其實未算太坎坷. 我如果想一世人和你過, 平時就要企後幾吋去幻想, 別要摸. 若有一天公開明目張膽的愛, 我怕會讓你太意外. 我的愛只願縮到最小彷彿不存在. 就算我最愛你情願好好遮蓋, 化作了密碼　不公開. 我一向都慣自言自語沒別人愛, 難道你發覺我志在就會肯滿足這期待, 如若我也有權愛 同樣我也有權不必被愛.　就算我最愛你情願好好遮蓋, 我怕揭露了不精彩. 拆穿了總盼望誰在意. 如若你發覺有我在, 就結束暗戀的時代. 無謂去博你憐愛, 明白叫你太煩的不是愛.
yeh when it's out in the open air, everything loses appeal. not so explicit but we both know what it meant and how it can't be
緋聞男友 - 誰都猜到我喜歡你吧. 到處亦有人撞過我在和你交往, 很多緋聞可惜和你意願略有偏差. 傳聞在說你正跟我秘密拍拖, 然而預知了後果手也未夠膽拖, 要是你心可以容納我, 何必一拖幾季還是再拖. 要是你心可以容納我, 何必一波幾折還沒結果. 當有人說你極其襯我, 在那一刻先最難過. rumour is always rumour. nothing happened. just the brain playing games on me.
一句到尾 - 有沒有有沒有, 你只要答有沒有. 老實說你有沒有, 再拖我怕我失救. 如承認不愛我會內疚, 讓我先對你自首. 圍繞身邊已六百天, 你喜歡過我六十秒嗎? 還期望知道這段相處裡, 被我暗戀得快樂嗎? 如果喜歡你是笑話, 你都有開心過六十秒嗎? 旁人話總會有日感化你, 待你這麼好有用嗎? 還有用嗎...而你默然...還要問嗎...如果喜歡你是笑話, 儘管高聲笑也不怕. 旁人話總會有日等到你, 恨我這麼蠢聽不出是句反話. 還去問你, 能接受嗎, 還要問嗎. won't ask, don't want the answer coz knowing u, knowing me, i already know ur answer. n henry helped u explained ur action. no way to change. it's inherent in ur personality. it's the "forever", it's the hurt.
別在傷口灑鹽 - 愛的平衡點, 小心拿捏, 該醒的時候, 你卻還想醉, 最後只有往幸福門外退. 那種人不值得留戀, 那些愛拖一天錯一天. 別讓昨天在你傷口狂妄的灑鹽, 一碰就痛, 一想就悲, 愛一遍教人老了好幾十歲. 沖掉心中愛的餘味, 再活一遍
thx for the song. i'm waking up. trust me.