But I love you

I don't wanna love you. But I do.
I really hate this, it's so painful
I don't wanna love you. But I love you. But I love you.
Don't wanna hang on to you
I want to forget everything. Everything.
I don't wanna miss you. But I miss you. But I miss you.
How many times have I promised myself not to look back
How many times have I said not to fall back into the trap
But it's obsession, it's like I'm possessed
I can't go on like this
I know. I understand.
But why? Why am I like this.
Why can't I step out of it. It's so painful everyday.
I know there is no resolution.
The wound is getting deeper each day.
Time past but there are still more pain.
Who said time heal all wounds?

想要把你忘記真的好難　
思念的痛在我心裡糾纏
朝朝暮暮的期盼　永遠沒有答案　
為何當初你選擇一刀兩斷
聽你說聲愛我真的好難　
曾經說過的話風吹雲散
站在天秤的兩端　一樣的為難　
唯一的答案　
愛一個人好難