when is the end of april?

the most terrible month of my life.
they all contributed to it.
family, friends and the ones who i don't know how to classify

1. My un-classifiable dear friend:
are you really that busy? but u got time for the others... in fact, u got lots of time for the others

2. My precious family member:
y scream at me for no (pathetic) reason? don't take ur stress out on me, i'm not in any better position

3. My always available n reliable friend:
my-oh-so-reliable is not so reliable after all at a time when i needed u most

never realised living happily is such a hard thing to do.
never realised i can be this depressed.
i feel sick.