-La Douleur Exquise-

1. The exquisite pain of wanting someone that you know you can never have, and knowing that you will still try to be with them. Has drug like effects.

2. The pain of loving someone that you know you can never have; by circumstance or subjective decision.

3. The exquisite pain of loving some unattainable.

Definition from UrbanDictionary.com

so bored i'm going for re-runs of S & C season 2... 2nd time round, it's still so true... but she freed herself... what about me?

Did I ever love Big? Or was I addicted to the pain - the exquisite pain of wanting someone so unattainable...