....still

should make a fresh start
but somehow i can't
there are so many things to be done yet i'm still dwelling on this useless issue
i'm still affected...
i'm still excited when we talk
i'm still disappointed when you disappear
i'm still happy when i see you
and i'm still thinking... still confused... still can't accept...

should really concentrate on studies...
finals are approaching really soon n i have a lot of stuff to study
looking at the others all keen n prepared is making me stress...
they have mapped out their future already... work, pcll, college of law...
ai... what about me?
maybe i should really just leave this place n go away...
do pcll or sth overseas... then...
maybe...
out of sight... out of mind...