my w.e.e.k.e.n.d

fri: hurstville, tuition
sat: the rocks, pat's 21st @ Little Snail
sun: blue mountains

so busy, so tired... still so many readings, still so many revisions
now v. confused, v. depressed...

why does it have to be like this?
i understand the reason, i understand the consequence, i understand the situation
but why? why me? why you? why now? why this? why again?
too much knowledge yet still so many questions
i think i just can't accept the fact that life is not perfect

maybe the feeling will pass away tmr morning
maybe it's just tonite
maybe it's just that her car is right outside
maybe it's just me being crazy once again
yeh... all of these maybes...
when the only thing i want is an "if"
but we all know... there is no "if"s in this world...