i just can't let go...

i'm sick n i'm upset
u talk to me n then u ignore me
y do u always treat me like this?
i know i'm in no position to complain
but i would really appreciate it if u can at least acknowledge what i've done
like say something... say if u like it or not... if it's what u want or not
don't just pretend u didn't get it or u forgot about it totally...
u know... i don't really like to make stuff without a pattern... i don't really like the fact that i stabbed my fingers like a million times... i don't like to have stiff neck n watch the sunrise with bleeding fingers...
i only make it coz u said u really want it...
but it now seems u don't really want it... u don't even care right?
ok... enough with the whinging... i won't whinge in front of u anyway
yeh i know... i'm useless...
they say no need to treat u that good coz ur not worth it
y do i treat others like dirt when they treat me like a princess
y do i treat u like the world when u treat me like dirt
i should just get over it i guess if that's what i chose